Sunday, January 10, 2010
hmms
it sucks when you know people are expecting a great deal from you and the pressure is there. but it sucks even more when you end up disappointing these people, especially those whom you really want to make them proud. i've realised that no matter what happens, i can't stop ppl frm expecting a whole lot more frm me.
its gone past the stage where i can filter off what everyone says and not be bothered.
to you, i was the unpolished gem two yrs ago. i know you have been waiting patiently all these months to see the gem and i truly hope all the waiting will be worth it. for your sake, for everyones sake.
i've realised that there is nothing else i've wanted so badly in my 17 (almost) years of living.
whatever happens, i hope i'll be able to take it with an open and accepting heart.
but it will still suck to see you sad
